i survived
7:49 PM
it's been a year since i last posted something. i don't really have a reason for that, but i can't fucking believe it's been a year already. when i wrote my last post, i felt stressed out thinking about being a senior. it wasn't that stressful i actually had a lot of fun and enjoyed my last year. the environment of the class changed, perhaps everyone thought the same thing; it was our last year.
well it wasn't all beautiful, the moments we had. there was a time when i felt really sad and just want to cry all day. sure it wasn't as stressful as i thought it was gonna be. but it was hard. you know i don't really tell my true feelings to anyone even my closest friends, so i had to keep it inside (it's not that i don't, i just.. can't). now looking back at that time, i'm feeling happier.
high school was truly something that i cherished so much, the memories, the friends, the teachers, the classmates, the events, they're all unforgettable. it might sound cheesy but it's true. at first, when i was in 10th grade, i didn't feel anything like i just went to school and that was it. i wasn't really happy. my first year was hell and i just wanted to disappear and not come back to school. but as time passed by i got the hang of it, i got to spend more time with friends as i met some of my closest friends back then and we started hanging out, and i became more open to them.
high school really changed me, i'm now a different person but still the same personality. i learned a lot and improved myself as a human being. now i don't really do anything as high school ended and i officially graduated a week ago. i haven't been accepted to any universities and am currently waiting for the announcement. it feels terrible, i can't really enjoy my time because i overthink. what if i don't get accepted? what am i gonna do? but hey, let's just pray to God and hope for the best.
i'm sorry it's a short post but maybe i will tell you more about my high school's experience in the upcoming post!
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